mood: yum yum sushi

BatMAn Begins KiCks ASS!!!!

i ♥ it! i completly recommend it to U Guys. Sorri bout not making it to the party but i heard ya'll had fun anyway. hopefully there will b plenty more parties... hmm piña coladas.. ro margaritas... hehe bueno manny happy bday once again... hehe xoxo take care...

this was pointless i know... just felt like syaing sumthing...

MAri

WoOhOo we wOn... LeTS keept it up... N  jUles Hope ya FeeL Better.

xOXo

maRI

P.S : sUrPrISE TOM.. SoO B on THe LooKout! LoL.. nOthign ToO big... soRrI..LOL MUA!

mood: hopeful

i hope it true! oh how i hope thigns go well and that it comes true. i mean there are other options but one of my own would b great. a gift from above. oh how i love the lil ones. but yeah... i wanta  puppy. i think i need to channel all this "maternal" instict stuff onto a lil thing that might show me sum love.
chek this out http://jdane1.homestead.com/Toyandstandard.html hmmm i want choppy chunky n reeve. aww i want the amm they r adorable

xoxo

mood: enraged

what the fuck was i thinking this semester?? dropping everythign but two classes.. and then procastinating on a  a paper that was worth a gajillion points! i wrote it the day it was due.. i cited the damn thing. i changed sum words around used some of my own... CITED everythign.. i figured id get a c or sumthign... appearently it was "UNACCEPTABLE" wtf!!! oh my gosh i got a d- in the class...this shit is def not working out...my mom is gonna freak out! oh my gosh! hmm i really hope my fucking dumb ass does sumthing in the future. i need to get my act together if i really want to be a doctor i cant b slacking off like this. the worst thing is i did well on the midterm and final heck i even got 12 out of the 15 discussion points! that fuckign paper! i hate environmental and global society! fuck u evr 1017 and fuck u mr riach!

MarIotzy

fuck that shit! im tired of trying.. there's no use in it... no matter what i do i cant seem to get what i want. so you know what.. FUCK YOU. it's as simple as that. GoSH. i let this build up and ggRrRr im so aggrevated. nothing i do helps. should i just give up? that's the last thing i would want to do but im getting so discouraged for some reason i feel like i take a punch everyday.. ok ok maybe not EVERYDAY but pretty often. a freakin kick in the ass. maybe it's just not meant to be.
i wish i could change soo much .. especially the person i am the way i look what i have become wat i have done. hmm.. ::sigh:: as much i think this situatiuon totally sucks im not 100 percent sad or upset. i guess im just gonna have to learn to live with it. Thnx alot! that was a low blow.

MAriOTzy

im sitting here staring at the computer screen watching jay leno well listening...life's been pretty good i went to diana's graduation yesterday and went to pawn shop on friday had sushi all weekend.. went to orlando with juli had a talk with her got my feelings out, had family over from venezuela... found out soe things bout the future. had the scare of my life! hmm yeah its been packed  with emotions since i last wrote here but its been hard for em to update seeing as i dont ahve dsl and i find it sucha  drag to deal with dial up. im so unsatisfied. malagradecida u might even say.. but oh well.. i got used to the fast internet u cant blame me. but anywho..
life keeps changing just another reminded that the only thing that doesnt change is change! i guess it can be good and at times it has been, but what do we do when things dont go the way we want them or chage happens without any warning. sometimes i wish i really could time travel. hmm if only rite? but i cant so i must sit here n accept that things change... people change...

im out i feel like making useless sense of my time...

in the mean time here's a lil bit of what i've been upto these last couple of days

xoxo

 *Mari*